Not an hour later

It hasn't been an hour since I wrote last time and my life hasn't improved anywhere. The deal is going exactly how I visioned it. Now I'm being drilled on writing in this blog because I don't share my thoughts. I am accused again of just going to my computer as soon as I get home...which for the both of us, when we are away from home for a while we first come home and check our email. That is what I did. I came home and checked my email, then we ate and right after, she told me she had to spend time alone. So she went into the bedroom to be alone. Kyle was very tired today and didn't take a nap so I put him to bed. After about 30 minutes, I went into the room and it started again with her being upset at me because I checked my email. Then I came in the family room to write in my blog this statement and again I'm wrong because I'm writing in this blog instead of talking to her about my thoughts....will this ever end???