Monday, June 4, 2007

The deal

So, I finally went to marriage counseling today and talked about my issues with my marriage. I made a deal with my therapist that I would record things that happen. I also told her that I would stop looking at porn for the week at least. I told her that would not solve our problem but ok, I will try.
So here it is 1748, only 1 hour since I have been home for the day and the arguments already started. I am sitting here reading my email and looking at myspace. She starts questioning me on why she isnt part of my friends. She knows that everytime she is, she drills me and condemns me for everything on my page. So I took her off of it. She then notice that I got a myspace comment from Tuff. So she starts asking what did she write. I get soooo tired of that. There is nothing that I can do with out her drilling me on why am i doing it or what did she write and 50 million other questions she asks me. Can't I do anything for myself. So we start arguing again because of this, which has nothing to do with porn. Right now, I have a head ache and i'm frustrated because this will never end. I feel hopeless.

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